Rhiannon Micklewright.

Rhiannon Micklewright.

*clears throat*

aka 'Ard Rhia, Chrrrhhiannnon, Effy, Webber, Nala, Dom, Glinda, Belle.

I met Rhiannon 5 years ago.

I moved 2 doors down from hers and our parents basically forced us to be friends.

'Emily, there is a girl called Rhiannon who lives near by! I don't know much about her but I do know she is a dancer! You will have to meet up with her sometime!'

I immediately imagined a blonde,self obsessed ballerina and pretty much died inside.

I would like to inform you that Rhiannon is nothing of the sort :)

She is one of THE funniest people I have ever met in my entire life. Half the time, I am laughing AT her not WITH her, but either way, she cracks me up a HELL of a lot <3

Playing Pictionary...I am drawing crumbs....

'DOTS,SPOTS,SPRINKLES......AHHHHH,SPRINKLES,DOTS,SPOTS....OH OH BREAD SPRINKLESSSS!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE BREAD SPRINKLES!!!!!!!!'

-_-

Rhiannon is my Friends buddy.

Noone can quote Friends quite like Rhiannon does.

I don't think we have had many conversations which HAVEN'T had a friends quote in.

Saucepan Stars..

...'Can you see the saucepan?' <3

Favourite sweet.

Bright,Fizzy and down right delicious.
You gotta love flying saucers.

Bubbles..

..whenever I think of bubbles now, I will always think of you and how much you have impacted my life the last few months...

Why can't everyone think like this?

I wish I could be Alice and have my own world to run away to when things get rough...

Mean Girls AND Disney Princesses..what more could I want?!

:')

Back combed :)

Art Work

Old Texts...

Helen
hya u sexy mink! i no ur probs asleep now but fought id text 2 say im in 2moz nyt if u wanna chat.love u so muchwiv a cherryon top. xxxx

Josies Mom
Thanks again Emily I really appreciate u letting m eknow about Josie. She is so much better but still recovering. Do let me know if you have any more concerns it is really helpful. Thanks.

Nicciwoo
hey. I just wanna know dat ur ok with everythin dat is going on. U hav been da greatest friend 2 me n ur lik a second sister. I would hat if anythin was wrong with u n just know im always her to talk 2 xx

Bianca Dahl
ok honey bunny. Be well and happy and dream of sugarplums and Santa and elves and fairy dust. And smile for me! Its christmas! I love you...

Georgie
Thats y uv gt me, im lyk ur big sista...who is alot shorta than u!!! Uv gt me to give a hug, it wld be no replacement but substitute emotional care! xxxxx


Josie
Hi em. I was just wondering what time we should meet at sutton station. Please reply QUICKLY.

Sarika Rai
Aw Aw Aw stop it your gonna make me cry. Thankyou babe. I love you so much. Thanks for always being there and stickin up for me. And thanks for always doin what was best and knowing how to be a great friend. I am so glad we had that first sleepover, without it my life would be completely different! Im sorry for anything I have ever done wrong to hurt you! I know I can be selfish and stupid so thanks for still stickin through all the toughies with me and both of us coming out stronger. No matter what happens, even if we swear to never talk again il ALWAYS be there for you what ever happens. I love you emily church and you better not ever forget that sweeti xxxxxxxxxxx

Josie
I am ok. I heard that u hurt urself. I hope that ur ok. Thanks for that lovely message that u sent me. Ur the only friend that has stuck by me through this. And I could not wish for a better best friend. When are you free because it would be nice 2 meet up. Take care. Lots of love from Josie xxx

Josies mom
Hi Emily thanks 4 yr lovely text it means such a lot 2 josie ans us that u r so supportive. Sorry re fri josie has been losing a lot of weight again so she had 2 go 2 clinic for tests. they wanted her to stay in but she will be there every day this week as a day patient. she shud be out at the weekend.

I like...

-Hugs
-Sunshine
-Getting cute texts when you least expect it
-Getting that fuzzy feeling when you feel cared for
-Greggs Sausage Rolls
-Chocolate milk
-Cucumber
-Laughing so hard I think my stomach is about to explode
-Waking up in the middle of the night thinking its the morning, realising its not, and snuggling back into the duvet with a smile
-Going into my own little world when my ipod goes in
-Singing stupidly loud with friends
-Someone being proud of me
-Knowing I did something because I wanted to and not anyone else

<3

Smile.

Keep smiling Panda pop. ♥ x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

Someone sent me this today.
Made me feel all fuzzy inside.
It feels nice to know someone out there cares.

02.03.10

So, I should really start writing this again.
I always give up. On like everything. I really shouldn't but things get hard, you know?
Motivation isn't really a strong point.
I had to get dragged away from the biscuit aisle in Home Bargains today.
Lose weight? Pah, in my dreams.

Pandora Moon.

'Well, bogging bog off! This is MY party, and I'm upset because MY boyfriend got deported. And you're supposed to be playing, and eating jelly, and playing twister at MY party'
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Effy: Pandora, why are we friends? Do you ever wonder?

Pandora: Well that's super easy. You're my friend coz you're the coolest ever. And I'm yours coz I'd totally do anything you say, and none of your boyfriends ever wanna surf me coz I'm useless.

Effy: And that's it?

Pandora: (smiling)Yeah.

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Pandora: (running off) Come on! We can do brownies and then lick our bowls out.

Katie: Do you think she knows she sounds filthy half the time?

Effy: Sometimes I wonder.
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'Hi im panda, im useless'


I AM Panda.

Change..

I have learnt a lot the last few months.
I have learnt that I have been EXTREMELY wrong about things in the past and I need to change my views on a lot of things very quickly.

22st January 10

I am feeling quite alive alert awake and enthusiatic today :D

Yesterday..
-Psychology. Sat next to ManBeast(who coughed up her lung the WHOLE lesson) and Hattie(who always smells REALLY good!..in the most unlesbionated way possible!)
New guy started...I drank coke....taught Aaren how to pop with his lips...

-Lunchtime. Starbucks with MegMeg and Lottie. Went to New Look and Lottie bought coat(with buttons but no pockets!) and Meg bought some trackies.

-English. We all sat together again. :D I sat next to Meg and Katie Turner :)
At the break we all stayed in apart from Olivia and Emily. We ate maltesars :)

20th January 10

MY MOM RAN OVER A BUNNY TODAY!!!


I was in hysteria for at least an hour. It crunched!
-shudder-
It was horrible!!
Jon has to check in the morning if its stuck in the car or anything :/

Quote of the day...
'WOW your voice just echoed!!!
...wait no i think a dog just barked at the same time!!'
BURRRNNNNNNN. <3

PHOTOS FROM NEW YEARS....






<3

Fun Times
:)

Panda
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Sisterhood.

I read this on someone's facebook today.
I loved it because it summed up everything that happened last night.
<3

From the Outside looking in, it is impossible to understand sisterhood. From the Inside looking out, it is impossible to explain it.

...Like chalk and cheese.
<3

17th January 09

I am SO happy.
Everything is slowely working out.
I feel like I can be myself again.

I stood up for myself. I actually think I might have a backbone!

Cotchin' Photographs <3

Chubby Chipmunk.

Best Friday night and Saturday EVER.

FRIDAY
-Picked Meggypoop up at 3pm and drove down to Lichfield to pick up Lisa(and her chocolate milk)

-HOLLYBUSH TO GET FISHIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
Lisa and Meggy saved a fish and we REALLY wanted 2 fish called pingu and barney who kissed when they swam....the guy then told us they grew 8inchs long and only kissed when about to fight :/
We picked 6 neons and a husband and wife fish(male is like red and stripy and beautiful!)

-On the way home we named our fishies.
Carlisle and Esme.
Aurora,Cinders,Buttons,Tink,Barney and BamBam.
I LOVE THEM LOADS!

-We ate chocolate coins while watching hangover and then ordered chinese
(curry from a chinese meg?!?;D)




-CHINESE TOO GOOD!
Licking prawn crackers, being ebony and tom, bitching about everyone under the sun, picking rice up with hands...in sexual way ?!

-I wanted a hug, but all you wanted is sex!?!


-Meggypoopybaby left :'(
Me and Lisa sat and watched Parent Trap while going through our lame ass SOC club book <3

-Polo Go...sweetie game :D

-PICTURES GALORE!



-Wild Thornberry Movie and Mean Girls
'Grool. I went to say cool but then i started to say great!'
FAIL.


SATURDAY
-sausage sandwiches :D
-SKI DIVINGGGGGGG. SOOOO AMAZING!!
Kermit our instructor was the best! We got into our sexy jumpsuits and then googles and helmet(whichmade me look like a chipmunk)
I can't explain what we did so here are some sexy ass pictures....





Most fun I have had since I spent night with Meg on New Years,
Love Panda
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Diet.

Officially going on a diet.
No more crazy eating, and if i do eat loads I will burn it off.
It is happening.
I don't want to be super skinny but I do wanna lose a lot of weight.
This is where it starts.

Monday and Tuesday-Step 7-7.45
Wednesday and Friday-Swim 12-2
Sunday- 10-10.45

At least three days a week I want to do exercise.
No more snacking.
Snacking=Fruit.

Only exceptions in the next few months= Disney.

No more buying food in college. Money is now going to be spent on paying for leisure centre pass.

All is good in the hood.

Gonna take a while but it will be worth it.

The Key.

The key is to get to know people and trust them to be who they are. Instead, we trust people to be who we want them to be- and when they're not, we cry.

<3

Friendship.

The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.

<3

Wish.

Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.

-OTH quote.

<3

Forgiveness.

"Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, Hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. Sometimes we do things we can't take back. We're all afraid of something. I was afraid, i was dying. But in the face of great despair, i had an epiphany. What i have done is who i am. But what i have done is not who i will be. Its been nearly 37 million seconds 10,000 hours, 14 months since i realized what i have done is not who i can be. Unburden yourself from the mistakes of the past. And when you do, your heart grows stronger, i should know. Mine was supposed to go out long time ago. But it doesn't mean that what you have done is forgotten and what you have done remembers."

-Dan Scott. OTH.

<3
I like this quote a lot.

13/01/10

Pah. I had WAY too much fun 'cotching' with Rhiannon and PollyWollyWilliams today
<3
(Pictures will follow this blog tommorow when I find the cable to attach camera to computer :D)

News of today.

-Up at 6. Showered. Superman Jumper and Jeans. Hair Up after blow dried. Collected banana, apple, nutrigrain elevensees anda glass of milk while waiting for Karen.

-7.06 Karen picked me up and I was in college for 7.43 (like how precise I am...LAME!)Facebook and completed a Random Facts about Me Note.

-8.48 I text Manni to see where she was. She was at the sports hall so I headed down there. I met her loverboy, Ben :)We were still cotching outside in the snow at 9am and at this point I was dying of frostbite. (though,not going to lie, it was worth it. I got THE best Manni hugs EVERRR!)

-Got into actual gym at 9.30 and was sitting next to Hannah from English Lit.
I had to take off all my bracelets so they didnt hit off the table :)

-Exam finished and done with me,Manni and Jade headed off to starbucks for a relax,catch up sesh. I got a hot chocolate for myself, a caramel hot chocolate for Manni and a rocky road. I put cream on Jades nose and she laughed at me when I kept saying LALALA after everything. I was basically the only one talking the whole time due to the fact I had to fill Manni in with all the issues in my life haha. I ranted a little bit a lot, not going to lie. This is Manni(aka JoJo Mansfield), she is the one leaning on my hand <3



I love her loads, not going to lie, she 1)LOVES Julia Nunes(ha i love how this is number one priority :P), 2) gives THE best hugs ever, 3)is dead thoughtful and lets me rant at her :/ 4) is dead funny and lovely and...well, if you arn't her friend then you need to get crack-a-lacking at it fast cus everyone needs a bit of Joanne Mansfield in their life!

-Jade left after an hour so me and Manni went to Greggs and then flopped over to Waterstones where we spent a good 20 minutes searching for Wally !!

-Took Manni to bus stop where I got hit by a snowball.

-Met Emily in The Zone....where I saved her headphones from a theif.
It made me dead happy when I saw her because when I walked in she was doing some serious working. I honestly felt like a proud mom. She was so focused <3 It kinda made my day a little, not going to lie. I helped her spell check and sort out her media(aspects of nature moment happened again!) around facebooking Meg and talking to George 0_o

-Polly arrived :D and so I went and met her and Rhiannon in Karens office. We took the piss out of their Uni friend who had a photoshoot. They made her my background photo. -_- We went into stafford when Mama Micklewright had finished and her and Rhiannon went to M and S to buy thermal underwear(HAHAHAHAHA) for Disney while me and PollyWollyWiliams went Wellie hunting.

-After an Epic Fail of Wellie hunting we went to greggs instead and then headed home. PollyWolly borrowed some of the Micklewrights wellies and the 3 of us went a walking in the snow...pretending to be trees, making angels,trying to climb trunks of trees, standing in the middle of the roundabout <3

-RAINBOWWWWS. 4 turned up. We did Hama(Hammer...polly would know, they apparently invented Hammer!) Polly then did her name backwards on her design O_o FAIL!!

-Rhiannon snotted while laughing over one of Pollys lame stories and when trying to get up to get a tissue, she got her foot stuck in a felt tip pot and managed to get ALL the pens ALL over the floor. FUNNIEST THING EVER!

-Rhiannon got IDed for Hairspray....incase she sniffed it.
'ITS IN THE BOOK!'

-We had a right little chin wag with the fish and chip lady. Neice goes wolvo uni to be a pe teacher!

-DRAWING TIME. Polly drew me a pig and Minnie Mouse. Rhiannon drew me in a chimney with the quote 'I love you like a fat cake loves chickens' <3 hahahha FAIL.

-'yeah so like one day my jaw didnt click ...but then it started clicking again...'

-'yeah so like i got this text from this guy i hadnt seen in ages and you know when you speak to somone you havent spoken to in ages and it makes you happy.....'

-'sklag.'

-QUIZ. My group lost. Hey, Beatrix Potter could have been in Austin Powers.

-SINGING hahahahahahaha. American accents/Jamacan Accents. I think I peed myself a little, not going to lie.

<3

I am now talking to Emily Giles but should really go to sleep.
Psychology and English Lit tommorow...YAYYYYY -_-
I am getting hugs from Manni AND GeeGee though so ALLL IS WELLLLL.

Night you freaky stalkers who read this <3
Today was a good one :)

EGC :')
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Things I Miss.

-I miss not having a carton of milk and a cup of fruit at break time.


-I miss the piggybacks I used to get from my dad and how grown up I'd feel for being so high up :L ....to be fair, I kinda just miss that closeness with my dad :/


-I miss my sister. My dads divorce has upset me more than I have let on. I kinda liked having her around. I don't know how to explain it. I just hate knowing I will never have a family holiday with her anymore or hide under the duvet with her when my dad comes to check we are sleeping or refuse to move from the tv with her...when I was with her and my dad and tam, I felt like I had a real family. And now its gone :/






-I miss not having lunch with these guys anymore...


-I strangely miss Kitty. I'm not sure what it is..no actually I do know what it is. Kitty had this way of making me smile no matter what. We weren't stupidly close but we were closer than people thought. She was one of the only people I truly trusted and respected. She didnt take shit or tell shit, she was the only person in my year who was truly herself. I miss not having her brighten up my day a little each day <3


-I miss getting to school at 8am so I could play the piano in the gym before anyone came in :)

-I miss my house in Drayton Bassett. I miss the walk to school with Becky Milner each morning and the fact I could just go play outside whenever I liked.

-I miss not seeing Lisa Poxon every tuesday anymore. Watching endless Mean Girls and Parent Trap, eating tiny pizzas and hot cheese slices.

-I miss the P.E shed at Primary school and how we used to hide in there to not do maths and science :L

The 3 things I miss most in my life....
-I miss Alicia Eisner,more than life itself.
-I miss not having any worries in the world.
-I miss the comfort of knowing I'm safe.