I am feeling quite alive alert awake and enthusiatic today :D
Yesterday..
-Psychology. Sat next to ManBeast(who coughed up her lung the WHOLE lesson) and Hattie(who always smells REALLY good!..in the most unlesbionated way possible!)
New guy started...I drank coke....taught Aaren how to pop with his lips...
-Lunchtime. Starbucks with MegMeg and Lottie. Went to New Look and Lottie bought coat(with buttons but no pockets!) and Meg bought some trackies.
-English. We all sat together again. :D I sat next to Meg and Katie Turner :)
At the break we all stayed in apart from Olivia and Emily. We ate maltesars :)
Friday, 22 January 2010
Wednesday, 20 January 2010
20th January 10
MY MOM RAN OVER A BUNNY TODAY!!!
I was in hysteria for at least an hour. It crunched!
-shudder-
It was horrible!!
Jon has to check in the morning if its stuck in the car or anything :/
Quote of the day...
'WOW your voice just echoed!!!
...wait no i think a dog just barked at the same time!!'
BURRRNNNNNNN. <3
PHOTOS FROM NEW YEARS....
<3
Fun Times
:)
Panda
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I was in hysteria for at least an hour. It crunched!
-shudder-
It was horrible!!
Jon has to check in the morning if its stuck in the car or anything :/
Quote of the day...
'WOW your voice just echoed!!!
...wait no i think a dog just barked at the same time!!'
BURRRNNNNNNN. <3
PHOTOS FROM NEW YEARS....
<3
Fun Times
:)
Panda
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Sisterhood.
I read this on someone's facebook today.
I loved it because it summed up everything that happened last night.
<3
From the Outside looking in, it is impossible to understand sisterhood. From the Inside looking out, it is impossible to explain it.
...Like chalk and cheese.
<3
I loved it because it summed up everything that happened last night.
<3
From the Outside looking in, it is impossible to understand sisterhood. From the Inside looking out, it is impossible to explain it.
...Like chalk and cheese.
<3
Sunday, 17 January 2010
17th January 09
I am SO happy.
Everything is slowely working out.
I feel like I can be myself again.
I stood up for myself. I actually think I might have a backbone!
Everything is slowely working out.
I feel like I can be myself again.
I stood up for myself. I actually think I might have a backbone!
Saturday, 16 January 2010
Chubby Chipmunk.
Best Friday night and Saturday EVER.
FRIDAY
-Picked Meggypoop up at 3pm and drove down to Lichfield to pick up Lisa(and her chocolate milk)
-HOLLYBUSH TO GET FISHIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3
Lisa and Meggy saved a fish and we REALLY wanted 2 fish called pingu and barney who kissed when they swam....the guy then told us they grew 8inchs long and only kissed when about to fight :/
We picked 6 neons and a husband and wife fish(male is like red and stripy and beautiful!)
-On the way home we named our fishies.
Carlisle and Esme.
Aurora,Cinders,Buttons,Tink,Barney and BamBam.
I LOVE THEM LOADS!
-We ate chocolate coins while watching hangover and then ordered chinese
(curry from a chinese meg?!?;D)
-CHINESE TOO GOOD!
Licking prawn crackers, being ebony and tom, bitching about everyone under the sun, picking rice up with hands...in sexual way ?!
-I wanted a hug, but all you wanted is sex!?!
-Meggypoopybaby left :'(
Me and Lisa sat and watched Parent Trap while going through our lame ass SOC club book <3
-Polo Go...sweetie game :D
-PICTURES GALORE!
-Wild Thornberry Movie and Mean Girls
'Grool. I went to say cool but then i started to say great!'
FAIL.
SATURDAY
-sausage sandwiches :D
-SKI DIVINGGGGGGG. SOOOO AMAZING!!
Kermit our instructor was the best! We got into our sexy jumpsuits and then googles and helmet(whichmade me look like a chipmunk)
I can't explain what we did so here are some sexy ass pictures....
Most fun I have had since I spent night with Meg on New Years,
Love Panda
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Thursday, 14 January 2010
Diet.
Officially going on a diet.
No more crazy eating, and if i do eat loads I will burn it off.
It is happening.
I don't want to be super skinny but I do wanna lose a lot of weight.
This is where it starts.
Monday and Tuesday-Step 7-7.45
Wednesday and Friday-Swim 12-2
Sunday- 10-10.45
At least three days a week I want to do exercise.
No more snacking.
Snacking=Fruit.
Only exceptions in the next few months= Disney.
No more buying food in college. Money is now going to be spent on paying for leisure centre pass.
All is good in the hood.
Gonna take a while but it will be worth it.
No more crazy eating, and if i do eat loads I will burn it off.
It is happening.
I don't want to be super skinny but I do wanna lose a lot of weight.
This is where it starts.
Monday and Tuesday-Step 7-7.45
Wednesday and Friday-Swim 12-2
Sunday- 10-10.45
At least three days a week I want to do exercise.
No more snacking.
Snacking=Fruit.
Only exceptions in the next few months= Disney.
No more buying food in college. Money is now going to be spent on paying for leisure centre pass.
All is good in the hood.
Gonna take a while but it will be worth it.
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
The Key.
The key is to get to know people and trust them to be who they are. Instead, we trust people to be who we want them to be- and when they're not, we cry.
<3
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Friendship.
The glory of friendship is not the outstretched hand, nor the kindly smile, nor the joy of companionship; it is the spiritual inspiration that comes to one when you discover that someone else believes in you and is willing to trust you with a friendship.
<3
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Wish.
Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it's right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you're wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart.
-OTH quote.
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-OTH quote.
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Forgiveness.
"Forgiveness is never easy. Bitterness is easy, Hatred is easy. But forgiveness, that is a tough one. Sometimes people say things they don't mean or do things they can't take back. Sometimes we do things we can't take back. We're all afraid of something. I was afraid, i was dying. But in the face of great despair, i had an epiphany. What i have done is who i am. But what i have done is not who i will be. Its been nearly 37 million seconds 10,000 hours, 14 months since i realized what i have done is not who i can be. Unburden yourself from the mistakes of the past. And when you do, your heart grows stronger, i should know. Mine was supposed to go out long time ago. But it doesn't mean that what you have done is forgotten and what you have done remembers."
-Dan Scott. OTH.
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I like this quote a lot.
-Dan Scott. OTH.
<3
I like this quote a lot.
13/01/10
Pah. I had WAY too much fun 'cotching' with Rhiannon and PollyWollyWilliams today
<3
(Pictures will follow this blog tommorow when I find the cable to attach camera to computer :D)
News of today.
-Up at 6. Showered. Superman Jumper and Jeans. Hair Up after blow dried. Collected banana, apple, nutrigrain elevensees anda glass of milk while waiting for Karen.
-7.06 Karen picked me up and I was in college for 7.43 (like how precise I am...LAME!)Facebook and completed a Random Facts about Me Note.
-8.48 I text Manni to see where she was. She was at the sports hall so I headed down there. I met her loverboy, Ben :)We were still cotching outside in the snow at 9am and at this point I was dying of frostbite. (though,not going to lie, it was worth it. I got THE best Manni hugs EVERRR!)
-Got into actual gym at 9.30 and was sitting next to Hannah from English Lit.
I had to take off all my bracelets so they didnt hit off the table :)
-Exam finished and done with me,Manni and Jade headed off to starbucks for a relax,catch up sesh. I got a hot chocolate for myself, a caramel hot chocolate for Manni and a rocky road. I put cream on Jades nose and she laughed at me when I kept saying LALALA after everything. I was basically the only one talking the whole time due to the fact I had to fill Manni in with all the issues in my life haha. I ranted a little bit a lot, not going to lie. This is Manni(aka JoJo Mansfield), she is the one leaning on my hand <3
I love her loads, not going to lie, she 1)LOVES Julia Nunes(ha i love how this is number one priority :P), 2) gives THE best hugs ever, 3)is dead thoughtful and lets me rant at her :/ 4) is dead funny and lovely and...well, if you arn't her friend then you need to get crack-a-lacking at it fast cus everyone needs a bit of Joanne Mansfield in their life!
-Jade left after an hour so me and Manni went to Greggs and then flopped over to Waterstones where we spent a good 20 minutes searching for Wally !!
-Took Manni to bus stop where I got hit by a snowball.
-Met Emily in The Zone....where I saved her headphones from a theif.
It made me dead happy when I saw her because when I walked in she was doing some serious working. I honestly felt like a proud mom. She was so focused <3 It kinda made my day a little, not going to lie. I helped her spell check and sort out her media(aspects of nature moment happened again!) around facebooking Meg and talking to George 0_o
-Polly arrived :D and so I went and met her and Rhiannon in Karens office. We took the piss out of their Uni friend who had a photoshoot. They made her my background photo. -_- We went into stafford when Mama Micklewright had finished and her and Rhiannon went to M and S to buy thermal underwear(HAHAHAHAHA) for Disney while me and PollyWollyWiliams went Wellie hunting.
-After an Epic Fail of Wellie hunting we went to greggs instead and then headed home. PollyWolly borrowed some of the Micklewrights wellies and the 3 of us went a walking in the snow...pretending to be trees, making angels,trying to climb trunks of trees, standing in the middle of the roundabout <3
-RAINBOWWWWS. 4 turned up. We did Hama(Hammer...polly would know, they apparently invented Hammer!) Polly then did her name backwards on her design O_o FAIL!!
-Rhiannon snotted while laughing over one of Pollys lame stories and when trying to get up to get a tissue, she got her foot stuck in a felt tip pot and managed to get ALL the pens ALL over the floor. FUNNIEST THING EVER!
-Rhiannon got IDed for Hairspray....incase she sniffed it.
'ITS IN THE BOOK!'
-We had a right little chin wag with the fish and chip lady. Neice goes wolvo uni to be a pe teacher!
-DRAWING TIME. Polly drew me a pig and Minnie Mouse. Rhiannon drew me in a chimney with the quote 'I love you like a fat cake loves chickens' <3 hahahha FAIL.
-'yeah so like one day my jaw didnt click ...but then it started clicking again...'
-'yeah so like i got this text from this guy i hadnt seen in ages and you know when you speak to somone you havent spoken to in ages and it makes you happy.....'
-'sklag.'
-QUIZ. My group lost. Hey, Beatrix Potter could have been in Austin Powers.
-SINGING hahahahahahaha. American accents/Jamacan Accents. I think I peed myself a little, not going to lie.
<3
I am now talking to Emily Giles but should really go to sleep.
Psychology and English Lit tommorow...YAYYYYY -_-
I am getting hugs from Manni AND GeeGee though so ALLL IS WELLLLL.
Night you freaky stalkers who read this <3
Today was a good one :)
EGC :')
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<3
(Pictures will follow this blog tommorow when I find the cable to attach camera to computer :D)
News of today.
-Up at 6. Showered. Superman Jumper and Jeans. Hair Up after blow dried. Collected banana, apple, nutrigrain elevensees anda glass of milk while waiting for Karen.
-7.06 Karen picked me up and I was in college for 7.43 (like how precise I am...LAME!)Facebook and completed a Random Facts about Me Note.
-8.48 I text Manni to see where she was. She was at the sports hall so I headed down there. I met her loverboy, Ben :)We were still cotching outside in the snow at 9am and at this point I was dying of frostbite. (though,not going to lie, it was worth it. I got THE best Manni hugs EVERRR!)
-Got into actual gym at 9.30 and was sitting next to Hannah from English Lit.
I had to take off all my bracelets so they didnt hit off the table :)
-Exam finished and done with me,Manni and Jade headed off to starbucks for a relax,catch up sesh. I got a hot chocolate for myself, a caramel hot chocolate for Manni and a rocky road. I put cream on Jades nose and she laughed at me when I kept saying LALALA after everything. I was basically the only one talking the whole time due to the fact I had to fill Manni in with all the issues in my life haha. I ranted a little bit a lot, not going to lie. This is Manni(aka JoJo Mansfield), she is the one leaning on my hand <3
I love her loads, not going to lie, she 1)LOVES Julia Nunes(ha i love how this is number one priority :P), 2) gives THE best hugs ever, 3)is dead thoughtful and lets me rant at her :/ 4) is dead funny and lovely and...well, if you arn't her friend then you need to get crack-a-lacking at it fast cus everyone needs a bit of Joanne Mansfield in their life!
-Jade left after an hour so me and Manni went to Greggs and then flopped over to Waterstones where we spent a good 20 minutes searching for Wally !!
-Took Manni to bus stop where I got hit by a snowball.
-Met Emily in The Zone....where I saved her headphones from a theif.
It made me dead happy when I saw her because when I walked in she was doing some serious working. I honestly felt like a proud mom. She was so focused <3 It kinda made my day a little, not going to lie. I helped her spell check and sort out her media(aspects of nature moment happened again!) around facebooking Meg and talking to George 0_o
-Polly arrived :D and so I went and met her and Rhiannon in Karens office. We took the piss out of their Uni friend who had a photoshoot. They made her my background photo. -_- We went into stafford when Mama Micklewright had finished and her and Rhiannon went to M and S to buy thermal underwear(HAHAHAHAHA) for Disney while me and PollyWollyWiliams went Wellie hunting.
-After an Epic Fail of Wellie hunting we went to greggs instead and then headed home. PollyWolly borrowed some of the Micklewrights wellies and the 3 of us went a walking in the snow...pretending to be trees, making angels,trying to climb trunks of trees, standing in the middle of the roundabout <3
-RAINBOWWWWS. 4 turned up. We did Hama(Hammer...polly would know, they apparently invented Hammer!) Polly then did her name backwards on her design O_o FAIL!!
-Rhiannon snotted while laughing over one of Pollys lame stories and when trying to get up to get a tissue, she got her foot stuck in a felt tip pot and managed to get ALL the pens ALL over the floor. FUNNIEST THING EVER!
-Rhiannon got IDed for Hairspray....incase she sniffed it.
'ITS IN THE BOOK!'
-We had a right little chin wag with the fish and chip lady. Neice goes wolvo uni to be a pe teacher!
-DRAWING TIME. Polly drew me a pig and Minnie Mouse. Rhiannon drew me in a chimney with the quote 'I love you like a fat cake loves chickens' <3 hahahha FAIL.
-'yeah so like one day my jaw didnt click ...but then it started clicking again...'
-'yeah so like i got this text from this guy i hadnt seen in ages and you know when you speak to somone you havent spoken to in ages and it makes you happy.....'
-'sklag.'
-QUIZ. My group lost. Hey, Beatrix Potter could have been in Austin Powers.
-SINGING hahahahahahaha. American accents/Jamacan Accents. I think I peed myself a little, not going to lie.
<3
I am now talking to Emily Giles but should really go to sleep.
Psychology and English Lit tommorow...YAYYYYY -_-
I am getting hugs from Manni AND GeeGee though so ALLL IS WELLLLL.
Night you freaky stalkers who read this <3
Today was a good one :)
EGC :')
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Sunday, 10 January 2010
Things I Miss.
-I miss not having a carton of milk and a cup of fruit at break time.
-I miss the piggybacks I used to get from my dad and how grown up I'd feel for being so high up :L ....to be fair, I kinda just miss that closeness with my dad :/
-I miss my sister. My dads divorce has upset me more than I have let on. I kinda liked having her around. I don't know how to explain it. I just hate knowing I will never have a family holiday with her anymore or hide under the duvet with her when my dad comes to check we are sleeping or refuse to move from the tv with her...when I was with her and my dad and tam, I felt like I had a real family. And now its gone :/
-I miss not having lunch with these guys anymore...
-I strangely miss Kitty. I'm not sure what it is..no actually I do know what it is. Kitty had this way of making me smile no matter what. We weren't stupidly close but we were closer than people thought. She was one of the only people I truly trusted and respected. She didnt take shit or tell shit, she was the only person in my year who was truly herself. I miss not having her brighten up my day a little each day <3
-I miss getting to school at 8am so I could play the piano in the gym before anyone came in :)
-I miss my house in Drayton Bassett. I miss the walk to school with Becky Milner each morning and the fact I could just go play outside whenever I liked.
-I miss not seeing Lisa Poxon every tuesday anymore. Watching endless Mean Girls and Parent Trap, eating tiny pizzas and hot cheese slices.
-I miss the P.E shed at Primary school and how we used to hide in there to not do maths and science :L
The 3 things I miss most in my life....
-I miss Alicia Eisner,more than life itself.
-I miss not having any worries in the world.
-I miss the comfort of knowing I'm safe.
-I miss the piggybacks I used to get from my dad and how grown up I'd feel for being so high up :L ....to be fair, I kinda just miss that closeness with my dad :/
-I miss my sister. My dads divorce has upset me more than I have let on. I kinda liked having her around. I don't know how to explain it. I just hate knowing I will never have a family holiday with her anymore or hide under the duvet with her when my dad comes to check we are sleeping or refuse to move from the tv with her...when I was with her and my dad and tam, I felt like I had a real family. And now its gone :/
-I miss not having lunch with these guys anymore...
-I strangely miss Kitty. I'm not sure what it is..no actually I do know what it is. Kitty had this way of making me smile no matter what. We weren't stupidly close but we were closer than people thought. She was one of the only people I truly trusted and respected. She didnt take shit or tell shit, she was the only person in my year who was truly herself. I miss not having her brighten up my day a little each day <3
-I miss getting to school at 8am so I could play the piano in the gym before anyone came in :)
-I miss my house in Drayton Bassett. I miss the walk to school with Becky Milner each morning and the fact I could just go play outside whenever I liked.
-I miss not seeing Lisa Poxon every tuesday anymore. Watching endless Mean Girls and Parent Trap, eating tiny pizzas and hot cheese slices.
-I miss the P.E shed at Primary school and how we used to hide in there to not do maths and science :L
The 3 things I miss most in my life....
-I miss Alicia Eisner,more than life itself.
-I miss not having any worries in the world.
-I miss the comfort of knowing I'm safe.
10.01.10
Flapping Time.
I remember when I did my first GSCE Science Exam in year 10.
I flapped so much for that exam that when I got out I promptly burst into hysterical tears and Sarika had to come in and stop me hyperventalating :/
I honestly thought I had failed. Even though when I look back now I had memorised ever word of my science textbook.
During my actual GSCE's in the summer of last year, I flapped too.
I panicked and stressed and cried nearly every single day.
But at the same time I worked my ass off.
This time,I am doing a psychology exam in 3 days.
I am flapping. I am stressing. I am panicking.
But I should be. I have not worked my ass off.
I know that I am going to badly but I'm not doing anything about it :/
Everyone keeps telling me I am going to be okay.
When I am not.
I want to get an A or a B in this exam.
I am going to be lucky to scrap a C.
My mom was like, A B will be okay for me, thats what you need at the lowest to get into a good uni.
YAY, no pressure or anything!!
Highclare gave me SO much help. I'm not getting any now.
I am SOOO worried about wednesday.
I have slacked so much the last few months and now Im coming to see how stupid that was.
Crap.
I remember when I did my first GSCE Science Exam in year 10.
I flapped so much for that exam that when I got out I promptly burst into hysterical tears and Sarika had to come in and stop me hyperventalating :/
I honestly thought I had failed. Even though when I look back now I had memorised ever word of my science textbook.
During my actual GSCE's in the summer of last year, I flapped too.
I panicked and stressed and cried nearly every single day.
But at the same time I worked my ass off.
This time,I am doing a psychology exam in 3 days.
I am flapping. I am stressing. I am panicking.
But I should be. I have not worked my ass off.
I know that I am going to badly but I'm not doing anything about it :/
Everyone keeps telling me I am going to be okay.
When I am not.
I want to get an A or a B in this exam.
I am going to be lucky to scrap a C.
My mom was like, A B will be okay for me, thats what you need at the lowest to get into a good uni.
YAY, no pressure or anything!!
Highclare gave me SO much help. I'm not getting any now.
I am SOOO worried about wednesday.
I have slacked so much the last few months and now Im coming to see how stupid that was.
Crap.
Friday, 8 January 2010
First Month of 2010
January 10.
-Sunday 10th, Indian for Mothers Birthday.
Meg is hopefully coming with <3
-Wednesday 13th, Psychology Exam. :/
(also day that PollyWollyWilliams comes back to the Micklewright household :D)
-Friday 15th,Lisa Poxon and Megan Rowley over for chinese and sexy time :)
-Saturday 16th, Lisa and I go Ski Diving :D <3
-Friday 22nd, Jimmy Spices with Bavan, Mahdis and maybe Sarika :)
-Wednesday 27th, Rhiannons Birthday
-Friday 29th, DISNEY LAND PARIS WITH THE RANGERS!!!!
-Saturday 30th, MY BIRTHDAY...IN DISNEY!!!
<3
Best Month EVER. Bar exam :/
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-Sunday 10th, Indian for Mothers Birthday.
Meg is hopefully coming with <3
-Wednesday 13th, Psychology Exam. :/
(also day that PollyWollyWilliams comes back to the Micklewright household :D)
-Friday 15th,Lisa Poxon and Megan Rowley over for chinese and sexy time :)
-Saturday 16th, Lisa and I go Ski Diving :D <3
-Friday 22nd, Jimmy Spices with Bavan, Mahdis and maybe Sarika :)
-Wednesday 27th, Rhiannons Birthday
-Friday 29th, DISNEY LAND PARIS WITH THE RANGERS!!!!
-Saturday 30th, MY BIRTHDAY...IN DISNEY!!!
<3
Best Month EVER. Bar exam :/
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Sunday, 3 January 2010
Cassie's Like,Hate,Love List.
The task: fill in 12 likes, 1 love and 8 hates like Cassie (from series 1 & 2 of Skins) in her therapy video.
Likes.
1. Hugs.
Full on bear hugs. Not shitty little 'i don't really wanna hug you but I guess I have to' ones. They are pointless and aggravating as hell.
2. Best Friends.
These are the people who make me smile no matter what the circumstance,who understand me and don't judge me, who care about me and make me feel like the luckiest person in the world.
3. Private Jokes.
I love them. Ones that only you and someone else will ever truly understand. Phrases,words,actions that no matter HOW many times you say or do them, they make you piss your self laughing.
4. The little things people do to remind me that they are thinking about me.
Cute texts,little notes, an especially big hug or a little present to make me smile.
Joanne Mansfield is exceptionally good at this :)<3 and I love her loads for it.
5. Knowing that I am a big part in someone's life.
6. Playing the Piano.
7. Dancing around while singing into a brush in my bedroom :)
8. 'Our song'.
Songs which when I listen to makes me happy and reminds me of someone and the times I've spent with them.
- Party in the USA, Mine and Megan Rowleys Song
- 7 Things, Mine and Alicia's Song
- Defying Gravity, Mine and Rhiannon's song
- Knaan, Mine and Kim's Songs
- Worlds Greatest, Leavers song 09
- Use Somebody, Mine and Rach's Song
- Tribute, Mine and Kitty's Song
- Unforgettable, Mine and Daljits song.
- I wanna get freaky with you, Mine and Hannahs song.
- I gotta feeling, Mine and everyone I spent time with in LBI 09
and lots more :)
9.People who I can sit in complete silence with but feel completely comfortable and happy.
10. Bracelets.
11. Sitting in my bed, squished up with my duvet and mountain of pillows, watching a DVD and just feeling relaxed and cosy.
12. Finding something I thought I lost.
Love.
Memories.
Hate.
1. The feeling you get when you realise you have lost someone and the fear you are never going to get them back.
2. War.
3. Poverty.
4. Not being able to help someone when they need it.
5. Being left out.
6. Anyone who has caused me deliberate pain for no reason but for their own enjoyment.
7. Missing someone.
8. Not knowing when I'll next see someone I love. E.g my american friends :(
<3
Wow that was SO hard. It took me like an hour!
Im exhausted!!!
Love you lots and lots,
Pandora
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Likes.
1. Hugs.
Full on bear hugs. Not shitty little 'i don't really wanna hug you but I guess I have to' ones. They are pointless and aggravating as hell.
2. Best Friends.
These are the people who make me smile no matter what the circumstance,who understand me and don't judge me, who care about me and make me feel like the luckiest person in the world.
3. Private Jokes.
I love them. Ones that only you and someone else will ever truly understand. Phrases,words,actions that no matter HOW many times you say or do them, they make you piss your self laughing.
4. The little things people do to remind me that they are thinking about me.
Cute texts,little notes, an especially big hug or a little present to make me smile.
Joanne Mansfield is exceptionally good at this :)<3 and I love her loads for it.
5. Knowing that I am a big part in someone's life.
6. Playing the Piano.
7. Dancing around while singing into a brush in my bedroom :)
8. 'Our song'.
Songs which when I listen to makes me happy and reminds me of someone and the times I've spent with them.
- Party in the USA, Mine and Megan Rowleys Song
- 7 Things, Mine and Alicia's Song
- Defying Gravity, Mine and Rhiannon's song
- Knaan, Mine and Kim's Songs
- Worlds Greatest, Leavers song 09
- Use Somebody, Mine and Rach's Song
- Tribute, Mine and Kitty's Song
- Unforgettable, Mine and Daljits song.
- I wanna get freaky with you, Mine and Hannahs song.
- I gotta feeling, Mine and everyone I spent time with in LBI 09
and lots more :)
9.People who I can sit in complete silence with but feel completely comfortable and happy.
10. Bracelets.
11. Sitting in my bed, squished up with my duvet and mountain of pillows, watching a DVD and just feeling relaxed and cosy.
12. Finding something I thought I lost.
Love.
Memories.
Hate.
1. The feeling you get when you realise you have lost someone and the fear you are never going to get them back.
2. War.
3. Poverty.
4. Not being able to help someone when they need it.
5. Being left out.
6. Anyone who has caused me deliberate pain for no reason but for their own enjoyment.
7. Missing someone.
8. Not knowing when I'll next see someone I love. E.g my american friends :(
<3
Wow that was SO hard. It took me like an hour!
Im exhausted!!!
Love you lots and lots,
Pandora
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Sherries 18th :)
FANCY DRESS PARTY 02/01/10
:)
Fun times eh?!? :)
Los of love, Pandora xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
:)
Fun times eh?!? :)
Los of love, Pandora xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
New Years Resolutions.
1. Dont fall into traps so easily, aka be less of a pushover.
2. Spend more time with the people who make me happy.
3. Be more truthful about my emotions.
4. Eat less, Exercise more.
5. Read more books.
6. Take everyday as my last.
7. Remember peoples birthdays.
8. Revise and study hard.
9. Don't let people treat me like shit.
10. Have fun and make people smile :)
Love Panda
Xxxxxxxxxxxx
2. Spend more time with the people who make me happy.
3. Be more truthful about my emotions.
4. Eat less, Exercise more.
5. Read more books.
6. Take everyday as my last.
7. Remember peoples birthdays.
8. Revise and study hard.
9. Don't let people treat me like shit.
10. Have fun and make people smile :)
Love Panda
Xxxxxxxxxxxx
Thrust With Banjo.
NEW YEARS AT THE ROWLEY HOUSEHOLD :)
Heads for chinese, Tails for Indian.
*flicks coin to heads*
What was heads again?
Okay Tails for chinese, Heads for indian okay?
*flicks coin to Heads*
Okay so Indian it is.
....I kinda fancy chinese... ahahaha.
'i always have chicken curry'...'from a chinese?'
'It gets better Its get better....'
No mommy, don't do it again
Don...'t do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die?
...really Meg?! I'm judging you right now.
IM SO FULL...*carries on eating*
Naptime?
'Oh look, its 5 to 12.' '..oh cool.....OMG LOOK SARAH BARNES IS FALLING OUT THE PLANE!!!!!'
'we should change it to the new years channels...okay...a film and football...Well if THEY dont care, why should we? Lets go back to E4!!'
*sitting infront of laptop in silence making ridiculous faces into webcam*
I gotta feeling.......HEYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! ..erm meg, wrong bit...
I'LL PUNCH YOU INTO HOSPITAL!
Do not get me upset. Things are gonna get very ugly!
'Are you sure michael, are you sure you didnt eat shit in the night?'
'IM 5 SPICE!!!'
'I wonder if he sucks toes...?!?'
I WANNA GET FREAKY WITH YOUUU!
Im SO bladdered!
dont forget....
with or without you....
....so romantic....SCREW YOU MOM, YOU MOTHER FUCKING BITCH, YOU STUPID WHORE, WHY DONT YOU SCREW UP AND DIEE?!??!...?!?!?!?!?.....goooooo grease lightening! summer....NIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHTS!.....im an american reject....ahahaha thats NOT there name...."then you'll be a dirty little reject" "excuse me?" ahahha
xsooo....im gonna leave the fire on, coz i have a feeling were going to die of gas
jamacan voice....DO IT DO IT DO IT
OUR POUTS
a micheal song was on...
a MICHEAL SONG WAS ONNNNNNNNNNN!
its the CLIMB! ITS NOT ABOUT THE OTHERSIDE!!!!!!
I WANNA GET FREAAKYYY WITH YOU....im gonna get bitchyy with youu! (8)!!!
we had a curry...took a nap...erm....aahha
we then went to the club, yanno, in the nude, with the dead good strobe lights...and got so bladdered....thus having to pee SO much...we illegally watched new moon...illegally...WOAHHH, backcombed ...your hair for the clubbbb!....sang to rob....danced to rob....thrusted with banjo....became emo's for life.... after one night together, we're emos...forever...
we could not BE more emo
this gets better.....
GO TO FUCKING SLEEP, YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HOW I SLEEP. NOTHINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lying in bed..at 5.20am...synchronised dance moves with our hands.
-wrigglin...g fingers- YEAHHHHHHH PARTY IN THE USAAA!
1.20 next morning..
Im soooo hungover meg!! That was one HELL of a night!!
BEST NIGHT EVER!
I love Megan Rowley WAY too much <3
Thanks 'babeeee' ;)
Pandora
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Heads for chinese, Tails for Indian.
*flicks coin to heads*
What was heads again?
Okay Tails for chinese, Heads for indian okay?
*flicks coin to Heads*
Okay so Indian it is.
....I kinda fancy chinese... ahahaha.
'i always have chicken curry'...'from a chinese?'
'It gets better Its get better....'
No mommy, don't do it again
Don...'t do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die?
...really Meg?! I'm judging you right now.
IM SO FULL...*carries on eating*
Naptime?
'Oh look, its 5 to 12.' '..oh cool.....OMG LOOK SARAH BARNES IS FALLING OUT THE PLANE!!!!!'
'we should change it to the new years channels...okay...a film and football...Well if THEY dont care, why should we? Lets go back to E4!!'
*sitting infront of laptop in silence making ridiculous faces into webcam*
I gotta feeling.......HEYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! ..erm meg, wrong bit...
I'LL PUNCH YOU INTO HOSPITAL!
Do not get me upset. Things are gonna get very ugly!
'Are you sure michael, are you sure you didnt eat shit in the night?'
'IM 5 SPICE!!!'
'I wonder if he sucks toes...?!?'
I WANNA GET FREAKY WITH YOUUU!
Im SO bladdered!
dont forget....
with or without you....
....so romantic....SCREW YOU MOM, YOU MOTHER FUCKING BITCH, YOU STUPID WHORE, WHY DONT YOU SCREW UP AND DIEE?!??!...?!?!?!?!?.....goooooo grease lightening! summer....NIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGHTS!.....im an american reject....ahahaha thats NOT there name...."then you'll be a dirty little reject" "excuse me?" ahahha
xsooo....im gonna leave the fire on, coz i have a feeling were going to die of gas
jamacan voice....DO IT DO IT DO IT
OUR POUTS
a micheal song was on...
a MICHEAL SONG WAS ONNNNNNNNNNN!
its the CLIMB! ITS NOT ABOUT THE OTHERSIDE!!!!!!
I WANNA GET FREAAKYYY WITH YOU....im gonna get bitchyy with youu! (8)!!!
we had a curry...took a nap...erm....aahha
we then went to the club, yanno, in the nude, with the dead good strobe lights...and got so bladdered....thus having to pee SO much...we illegally watched new moon...illegally...WOAHHH, backcombed ...your hair for the clubbbb!....sang to rob....danced to rob....thrusted with banjo....became emo's for life.... after one night together, we're emos...forever...
we could not BE more emo
this gets better.....
GO TO FUCKING SLEEP, YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HOW I SLEEP. NOTHINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Lying in bed..at 5.20am...synchronised dance moves with our hands.
-wrigglin...g fingers- YEAHHHHHHH PARTY IN THE USAAA!
1.20 next morning..
Im soooo hungover meg!! That was one HELL of a night!!
BEST NIGHT EVER!
I love Megan Rowley WAY too much <3
Thanks 'babeeee' ;)
Pandora
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Nodding My Head Like Yeahhh...<3
New Years Eve Today.
I'm going to Megan Rowleys.
Epic air guitar-crazy dancing-junk food-takeaway-dvd time :D
<3
Best Start Of 2010 Ever.
:)
I'm going to Megan Rowleys.
Epic air guitar-crazy dancing-junk food-takeaway-dvd time :D
<3
Best Start Of 2010 Ever.
:)
..Same things <3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGs_fa9dG0M&feature=related
Same Things. Lauren O'connell Feat. Julia Nunes.
Beautiful.
Love it.
Love them.
Laurens Lyrics...are amazing.
They are dead powerful and meaningful.
I love when lyrics mean something,can like be related to your own life.
<3
Top Julia Nunes Songs/covers
- Woe
- First Impressions
- Maybe I will
- Into the Sunshine
- Don't Trust Me
Top Lauren O'connell Songs/covers
- Things I panic about
- White Noise
- Same Things
- Oncoming Traffic
- Couches in my head(Not her song but she sings it with Benjamin Jameson Morley who is also awesome)
Other Youtubers I love and adore
-Wade Johnston
(TipJar, Hey Soul Sister, Im Yours)
-Danielle Ate The Sandwich
(Send me on my way, Another Day)
-Benjamin Jameson Morley
(Couches in my head, Im scared of a lot of things)
I love Ukeleles.
I love these guys.
I wanna be them.
Full stop.
Go listen to them bitches ;)
Love Pandora.
Same Things. Lauren O'connell Feat. Julia Nunes.
Beautiful.
Love it.
Love them.
Laurens Lyrics...are amazing.
They are dead powerful and meaningful.
I love when lyrics mean something,can like be related to your own life.
<3
Top Julia Nunes Songs/covers
- Woe
- First Impressions
- Maybe I will
- Into the Sunshine
- Don't Trust Me
Top Lauren O'connell Songs/covers
- Things I panic about
- White Noise
- Same Things
- Oncoming Traffic
- Couches in my head(Not her song but she sings it with Benjamin Jameson Morley who is also awesome)
Other Youtubers I love and adore
-Wade Johnston
(TipJar, Hey Soul Sister, Im Yours)
-Danielle Ate The Sandwich
(Send me on my way, Another Day)
-Benjamin Jameson Morley
(Couches in my head, Im scared of a lot of things)
I love Ukeleles.
I love these guys.
I wanna be them.
Full stop.
Go listen to them bitches ;)
Love Pandora.
Splat.Bang.Wollop.
MY BRACELETS <3
-Black Panda-Georgie. Christmas 2008.
-Girl Scout Bracelet- Summer 2009. with Rachel and Alicia. NYC Girl scout Head Quaters.
-Yellow Bead- Emily Giles :)
-Peach Shag Band- Jessy Baker :)
-Coloured Bead 'Boipelo'- Made in Botswana at Orphanage. My name given to me by children is Boipelo. Easter 2007.
-Silver Band- Sarika Rai all the way from India. Easter 2009.
-Purple and white- also made in Botswana at orphanage. Easter 2006.
-Green, blue, clear bead- Grannie. Christmas 2009.
-Under watch,thin friendship bracelet from Nikki Shilliday. May 2009. Leavers.
-Purple,Yellow Friendship Bracelet- Carly and Ally Richman. Summer 2009.
-2 star bracelets- Brownie Pack Holiday 2008. Made by Sherrie Warke.
-Black Bead- Joanne Mansfield. Dec 2009 :) <3
-Rope and clay bracelet- Botswana 2006.
-Worldwide Friendship- Alicia. Bounce, Summer of 2008.
<3
I love my bracelets.
I like to take the people I care about around with me.
For Example, Rhiannon is in my purse :)
Along with my mama
You dont have a piece of my arm or a picture in my purse, then get crack a lacking!!!!!!!
:) <3
Love, Pandora.
Cocktail Sausage.
I ate cocktail sausages today and it reminded me of
Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging.
Worst Film Ever.
xD
'she is from the valley of Vulgaria!'
'Marvi'
'You legs look like giant cheesy puffs!'
'You looked SO hilarious in your olive costume'
'Bonkerdom'
'You make me laugh like a loon on loon tablets!'
'Stop licking Robbie!'
'Jubblyjubbly...awww my little jubby'
'He was from saliva city!'
'Geor-ga,why are you so random?'
'IF I DONT TALK TO ROBBIE. I'LL JUST DIE!'
Me and Rhiannon watch it all the time.
Mostly to take the pee.
And pause the TV when Robbie comes on screen.
Love and Jelly Tots, Pandora.
Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging.
Worst Film Ever.
xD
'she is from the valley of Vulgaria!'
'Marvi'
'You legs look like giant cheesy puffs!'
'You looked SO hilarious in your olive costume'
'Bonkerdom'
'You make me laugh like a loon on loon tablets!'
'Stop licking Robbie!'
'Jubblyjubbly...awww my little jubby'
'He was from saliva city!'
'Geor-ga,why are you so random?'
'IF I DONT TALK TO ROBBIE. I'LL JUST DIE!'
Me and Rhiannon watch it all the time.
Mostly to take the pee.
And pause the TV when Robbie comes on screen.
Love and Jelly Tots, Pandora.
Top Ten Times in 2009.
10.Barcelona, January 09.
I spent my birthday weekend with Nicola Shilliday in Barcelona. It was the amazing. We managed to get lost a few too many times and we got creeped on by a few too many spanish guys, but apart from that it was incredible. Nikki and I shared so many memories together, times ill never forget.
9. I GOT FISH :)
hell yeah. Wawa,Hoagie, Pudding, Buster, Splat, Elphi, Glinda,NuNu, Fred,George,Colonel Mustard and Fluffy!!
hell yeah. Wawa,Hoagie, Pudding, Buster, Splat, Elphi, Glinda,NuNu, Fred,George,Colonel Mustard and Fluffy!!
Best Fish EVER! <3 <3 <3
8. Snow days with Rhiannon. Martha and Jack :') Falling down holes and down our hill <3
5. Einaudi Live.
Amazing. Want to become as good as him one day.
At the end I got to meet him and everything.
4. 1st Sleepover with Emily Giles. Buying the whole of sainsburys,Whipped cream,Julia nunes hat, sorting hats, maybe i will, we just touched arkwardly, kitchen talk,going to jimmys, belle, colouring time...it felt like we had known each other forever.
3. GSCE results ! 6 A*s 6 As. Pretty Impressed, not going to lie :)
2. Last Day of Highclare. It was ridiculously sad but at the same time, those last few days showed me how close we all were. We were a proper closeknit family and I love you all <3
'You are all the cheese to my bolegnese'
1. It has to be the time spent in New Jersey in the summer, especially the journey home from Williamsport with Alicia and Amber :) <3
WEINNNERRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CONYGHAMMMMMMMM!!! BRAWWWWKKKK!!!!
the 7 things i hate about you. Girls just wanna have fu-uuuunnnnnn!
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